I finally passed my jpj test this week n i got my liscence. There is no one kow about this news accept sis . Ang juz know about it last friday when i told her. She is the first person that know it among friends. Finally i can drive to school next year. Meimei and I had planned to drive to school alternately by week or by month. Juz see how next year.
              I rely surprised that when i know about you. I'm upset actually. I juz said that why you didn't tell me about you and him. I was joking. I know you are happy and i also will feel the same thing for you because i care my friends. I still wish you everytime when you are with somebody. These feelings come from heart not from mouth or even message. But why are you think the other way? If you still have the same thinking, den i have no word to say. Juz good luck for you and wishes you. Sometimes you do hurt me when i want to talk to you but you juz ignore me and keep playing with her in school. Not only you but the others also. I dont mind because i care my friends and i always want to keep our friendship. However, i can feel that we are like having a wall between us this year. I try to break the wall but it seems like i couldn't make it.
I rely mean that. Hope you understand and wish you again. 我不知道你会不会看到。即使你没看到，我都不会说了，就让它过去吧................
           
           为什么总觉得友谊越来越难维持了呢？有时真的觉挺累的。。。。。
另外祝大家圣诞节快乐，merry christmas!!
           

失落的一天..........

    我今天好难过，而且也很失望。本来这一次有信心可以合格过关的，结果却........又不及格了，我想下个星期和妹妹一起去，但怕给她压力。可是我希望有人陪我，我也可以给妹妹鼓励呀。现在又要浪费钱，以为有把握，唉..............刚才哭过了，不过我不会放弃的。下次，一定会是最后一次。对！和妹妹一起通关，加油！！！我对她有一定的信心，加油加油！！！
     明天是最后一天上课，放学后去KFC庆祝Jen的生日，都没买到礼物叻，会补给她的，不好意思啦。

              Wah........long time don update my blod already. I get my results yesterday, and i failed my physics and chemistry. Not that disappointed, juz that i need to make it the best in my STPM next year. Time goes fast and i have to ready to prepare. I still got a lot of maths homework to carry on. I heard teacher said she wont be around for our classes for the next two weeks except next week friday. She had been chosen to become the ketua pengawas for the STPM in other school ( sek. 2).
              This week is a terrible week because so many getting to sick. At first is Lee Xiang, then me, now is meimei. She quite serious and having flu for days. Luckily now is better and she hav to get better because we hav to go visit bro in kampar tomorrow after papa sell the yamcake. Papa booked one room at the Fully-well Hotel in kampar so that we can stay 1 nite there.
Meimei, jia you lo!!
              Still got two more weeks and we are having long holidays, so good! I'm willing to wait for that day to come. By the way, my school is having one extra day for haji, no school on tuesday. Meimei and I planned to work during the holidays in nov and dec. But not sure yet, coz we thinking to hav tuition so see first.
              One more thing, why i can't upload my photos in my hp. Many pictures inside but i juz can leave it there. Computer shows something that i donno and the folders are empty. Tried many times still get the same thing. Totally cannot put or take out anything that i wan. Nid to buy a card reader see how.

JPJ Test !

               YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY? failed again but now this time i failed my "naik Bukit", so angry and disappointed. I hate u hate u hate u, wont hav NEXT TIME anymore after my third time. I don wan to waste my money again.Arghhh.....
                Later got badminton competition, scared!

      What the.......so stress right now, Maths 1 still got a lot nid to do, very tired, even one month also can't finish.Few more weeks to go is our final exam. Hopefully can get "OK" results.

       Because of failed my driving, i attend the other two more hours for driving in shahbandar, and there is the other new way for "on the road" that hav to remember. But, for me, it is easier than the old way, less cars, roundabout with U-turn togeher n a lot of straight ways to go, sooo gooooooooodd. I LIKE IT but still hoping to pass on next monday.
   
       One more happy thing is the dancing is getting better now, i was worried before about the dance but now the problem is the costume, wat shall we wear? Haiz...tired of worrying

       Tomoro having celebration of raya in school, donno wat the teacher thinking?The chairs are placed very weird n facing a weird place(canteen), wat a "special" view for the performance tomoro, haha......I bought a new baju kurung ytd, simple pattern but not bad. Mine is full with purple flowers n meimei's with red flowers. I washed it today, den only i realised that the red one is nicer. Mum said two also nice n suitable for our age. Going to wear it tomoro. ^.^

    JUst finished my July test today, so scary, donno wat results i will get. Teacher said shecan gic us maths 2 results tomoro. Alll the papers are damn difficult. I always frogot the formulas. Sigh many time everywhere even at home also sigh. Mama said u sigh also no use. Ya, she was rite. Hopefully can get pass the tests, no A's i also don mind. Thanks God if i get a "ok" results tomoro. Cant regret the answers i gav, now juz see my luck.
   By the way, good luck for the acc n sej class.Wishes u all can get a great results as well. tomoro u all having PP. GoodLuck!!!

Stress stress stress!!! Now got a lot of things nid to do. July test is coming next Monday, hopefully can pass the exams as well. Sumore now still got PT6 work, especially upper 6 graduation nite.......I wan to make everything well and success. But i can't leave 1 thing n do the other thing. Donno wat to do now. Hav to finish my homeworks and PT6 organization chart. Gambateh....!!

        Having Hari Koperasi this friday. Tomorrow  need to cook laksa with teachers and sejarah class. Bio class and acc class nid to cook nasi lemak. Must be tiring tomorrow. Sumore we wont study for the next two days: thurs preparation and cook laksa while fri we need to sell all the laksa...
       
        Today last three periods we had "mesyuarat agong" for co-curricular activities. Ahmad will be our pengerusi and my classmate be his assistant. I'm the ajk from class physics. Pity Lim, she always be the ajk from bio class becoz she is the only one left in bio class after Hui Chien leaves to UiTM in july. Actually bio class got two pepils left but one more singh girl went to ns until end of july like my sis. Oh ya, we having july test.......still got one more month to go, fast!
       
        Badminton still not yet choose all of the ajk bcoz the teacher gav a long speech abt "Kelab Pengguna" and all the students chosen hav to introduce themselves. It juz wasting time. So badminton's "mesyuarat agong" postponed to tomorrow last period. Ann Khee Loon said he wants to be the pengerusi, so he can get marks for his coco. I agreed that but he having opponents tomorrow coz i heard someone said got one boy also want to be the badminton's pengerusi. Haha.........we will know the results 2moro..........^^

To NS

        今天的感觉好不一样哦。我还会像以往一样过生活：上课写字，玩电脑，看电视睡觉。但不同的是，少了一个人在我旁边。今天早上，我们一家人都送妹妹去Stadium Shah Alam。早上7点多，我们全部就起床了。待妹妹准备好后，我们就出发咯。一到那边，只看见她是第一个人坐在前面等待其他人的到来。本来呢，依修也去同一个地方的，可是因为她得去UTAR（Kampar)读书，所以就延后了。
        慢慢的，人也越来越多了。大概10点15分，他们才启程。最糟糕的是，妹妹在还没开始出发前就跌到受伤了，幸好没大碍，只是皮外伤。最感到意外的是，贝文竟然和妹妹属于同一个营队，同样的都是Paya Indah。所以说，妹妹有伴咯。真不知道她现在怎么样了。以前，我们俩去到哪里都会是双双对对的。即使我们分开，都只在一个范围之内。这一次，还真是有史以来第一次散得这么远。爸爸叫我考完STPM后，就马上申请去国民服务，相信那是个不错的经验，再加上可以玩枪。说到枪，妹妹一定要努力了。若一直射不到，就会被收枪不能再玩的。
        我们今天一直跟到他们的巴士到Paya Indah。真不明白为什么巴士是既要走远路，爸爸说只要沿着Puchong的路走很快就会到。看了妹妹没多久，我们就回家了。说好每个星期日去看她一次，可老爸却想要看看如果我们没去，她会怎么样？真坏蛋！我就相信她不会打电话回来的问的。
        不管怎样，希望妹妹在那边能玩得开心，一切顺利啦！
        明天是第一天上课，班上的人相信是少之又少，寥寥无几。该去国民服务的去了，去大学大概也出发了。我们的物理班必定很少人。生物班得更不用说了，来来去去就是那两个人：Lim 和慧芊。
但愿大家都能顺利，不管是在课业上，还是在游戏活动上^.^我永远祝福你们。。。
  

Gathering with BEST Frenz on 2nd May

     Today i went to IOI mall with my friends...but lim is not following=.=of coz, Pui Yeng always b the driver again since she has most experience among us.
     At first, we went to the redbox. Songs always included english n korean bcoz Pui Yeng n Ang are the their BIG FANS, esp Ang keh Ho. everyone knows that. So expensive today, need RM16++. Dis year always take money from papa, almost pokai ed. Saaadd..........
     In redbox, all of us gav the others the presents we prepared. Everyone opened their presents. Ann gav sport shirt; Yi Xiu=money box; Ang=a keychain with a small hat; Sze Lyn= fragrant flowers(banana flavour) n Pui Yeng=big bag for my future?hehe....
     When i get home, i open the notes that u all gav. I felt so sweet n happy. N i will always appreciate the frenship we made from form 1 even after the dis high school life. Thank you for everything dat u all gav to me in my life.
 And...........i wont forget abt the promise dat i made today------BELANJA MAKAN!

My 1st Class!!!

       Wow, I attended KPP class today, so long....more than 5 hours keep listening the rules....
And, the food sold by the canteen r expensiv. I spent RM3 juz for a bit of white rice with tomato sauce, an egg and a tea.
       However, it was lucky too. I met Jennifer, she was attending the same class with me. At first, the driver ask me, "do u know this person?". He gav me the paper to let me c the name, n i said, "No.". When we reached her house, i saw Jennifer come out den only i know it"s Jennifer. I wonder who is the person that lives near Pui Yeng, so embarrasing...XP
       The class was so quiet, and dark. I felt lonely at first but luckily i saw Won Chun during the recess time.
One more happy thing, i saw my old fren^^

Salary!!!

It's MARCH now! Why we still didn't get the salary yet!
We got the salary juz 4 12 days. Others? 1 and a half month haven get. Donno wat is the problem of HQ.
Really angry abt that....................

However, i plan to hav a dim sum as breakfast with my family. Hopefully my sis and i can make it in April^^

First Month in Q-dees

 Wow! it's about 1 month in tadika Q-dees, Although it's very angry but still got a lot of fun. Different things happening everyday every minute.
         Last week friday is a festive day, they are celebrating CNY in the school. I heard the tacher said they will having the party like that every festive day like deepavali or even Hari Raya. These parties are telling them what are they celebrating for. Many foods in that day, got sandwiches, ketupat, chickens, fried meehun and so on, especially nuggets. They do like to eat the foods. Nuggets, FINISHED except the spicy 1. There are so many junk food like mamees, sweets........
         It is noisy but when you see the children wearing traditional costumes in mini sizes, you will think they are really really cute.Haha.........

Work As A Temporary Teacher

            It's about two weeks being assistant in Q-dees school. First two days help Tr. Joanne in En-Mozart class( 5 y/o). A Malay kid named Izmir crying although he came to school last year. Others are normal, quiet and not active, maybe bcoz it's just beginning of the year and they donno each other. However that was still Chinese boy called Zhen Yu cried when it is almost the end of the school day. He is cute, b4 the children going bac home, he suddenly ask me ,"do u hav sweets?".
            Started frm the third day in Q-dees, I helped Tr. Joanne in En-Shakespeare class( 4 y/o), knew the children n tried 2 rmb their names and faces. It was a hard day with the children, crying, don wan 2 get in the class or finding daddy n mummy. Sumore they don ans u when u say anything 2 them. Tired~
            Now, the children know me but cannot rmb my nickname(Sharyel), is it rely so hard 2 rmb? Today, only 1 person rmb, a vr cute and chubby girl named Megan. She looks pretty and quiet but likes 2 stand up when doing homeworks like colouring or even listening 2 a story. Bsides her is a girl named Jovena, chubby, cute, kind of talkative and hyperactive girl. Everytime she finish her "business" in the toilet, she will say,"I went 2 the toilet" or "I flushed the toilet". It's rely rely cute when u listen wat she said.
            Lets talk abt hte daycare children. All of them r vr active and naughty. They are "super" active in the gym room. However, the 3 y/o kids are vr quiet except when they crying. 3 little best frens, 1 Malay and 2 Chinese boys, Thaqif, Bradley and Kwok Hung are same heights. It's rely good 2 see them play 2gether. Bradley always bleeding in the nose, donno wats going on, mayb his body is weaker than others like his brother Bryce who always run here n there.
           
Sometimes may feel tired but having fun 2 being with the children.